Sometimes you go deep inside
That you can’t get out
Laugh or cry
It doesn’t really matter
You want to cut
You want to bleed
Just to feel the pain
Of something real
You want to hurt
You deserve to hurt
And everybody
Hates you
You see them smile
With their holding hands
You look beside you
To check the silence is still there
And then they laugh
And make a joke
At your expense
And you can see
That there is no hope for you here
And you can tell
That there never will be