Leave your worries
At my door
I’ll hold them tight
I’ll find some more
I’ll find them hiding
Where there are none
I’ll finish ones
That have begun
I’ll see the worst
In every word
I’ll hear secrets
That can’t be heard
I’ll feel the knives
From behind
I’ll hold it all
In my mind
I’ll let it boil
In my brain
I’ll see the pattern
Once again
Allies lie
When out of sight
Friends colour
Black and white
And when it’s safe
As it can be
They’ll bring their guns
To murder me.
Balance back
Balance back
Balance back
The city
I can not say the words
Were mine
Though I’d like to
If I say it
Will you want it
For sure?
In my mind
Not letting go
Far away
Out on the road
Whose is this face I see in the mirror?
Whose is this life in which I am trapped?
I never seem to have a choice about things
Everything is mapped and regulated for me
Parental prerogative means they run free
They can tell me what to do
Because to them I’m still their child
Whilst to me it’s a case of who?
Is it me
All those people seem to like?
Is it me
Not in trouble for one in my life?
Is it me
Things almost went my way?
Is it me
Who can say?
I’m them, but then, I’m not
And if you turned the world inside out
There would still be a lot of trouble
Problems and feelings running through my mind
And how can I express what I don’t even know?
When she called me I looken but did I see?
Was she looking, was it even at me?
Will I ever set my mind free?
I can’t force you to listen
I can’t force you to stay
Am I destined to be the one
Who gets in your way?
Don’t let me
Be the only cloud on your horizon
I have more to offer
Than you take me for
Will it be me?
Will I be the one?
Will it be another
With me long gone?
As he lashed out
Cutting the flesh
Tenderly sliced
It was dead
But the knife remained
Full of hate
And the hand that wielded it
Was mine
Shame of shames, I showed the pain
Aggressive tendencies are insane
Shame of shames, but all the same
Aggressive tendencies are insane
Case
Case
Rain in my life
Silence fills the room
Everyone who knows me
Has something else to do
My mood is the consequence
Someone else for her
Someone else for him
Together
It is a word I know nothing about
As you confirm
Just force of habit
For me to lock myself away
Kick me in the teeth
I’ll make no sound
There will be no reaction
Things almost went my way
Which is so much more than usual
I can’t believe it’s true
But I actually smiled and meant it
Thanks to you
Time is money
My friend
And it won’t cost much
To be
My friend
So pray for your soul
I hope it will sell well
Money may buy you time
My friend
But it costs less
To be
My friend.